Grit in my Teeth

2011-02-04T22:26:00.000-08:00

Every time I think of brake pads I think of that movie Tommy Boy. The lead role reminds me a lot of my husband. The spoiled rich boy who is trying to be like his dad. My husband didn't really know his dad but he was a spoiled rich kid and has never really been able to accomplish much on his own. I don't think its his fault. I blame his mother for not teaching him how to handle money. I was grilled into me for years. I have grilled it into his kids so they won't be like him. Lets hope it worked.

2011-02-04T22:17:00.000-08:00

I used to be very into the whole equestrian thing. I had a pair of riding boots and the stretchy pants. I even had a coat that was similar to a riding coat. Its was black velvet and just styled like one. It wasn't really a riding coat. I would ride every day rain or shine. I jumped my horse over obstacles made out of what ever pieces of scrap wood I could find. I was a lot braver then. I don't think i have the guts to go jumping my horse over 3 ft jumps these days.

2011-01-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

Our network cable has really been irritating me lately. I had the hardest time printing off labels for 6 lousy orders last night. I was very frustrating because I needed to be editing listings. I had to get up and move my laptop closer to the modem each and ever time I needed to do something, then walk back to my desk and hook up the printer to print a shipping label. It was very irritating.

2011-01-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

There are so many different kinds of TV's out. I full expect to see fully holographic tv before I die. I would love to see holographic video games. I want to physically walk through the forests of world of warcraft. That would be awesome. I have no idea what UTV is or UTV Accessories. I have plenty of other things to worry about besides TV's. My husband on the other hand is ridiculous about it. He always has to have to newest, latest thing.

2010-12-18T19:45:00.000-08:00

My husband and a locally famous DG take turns buying each other cigars when he visits the club my husband works in. The last time he bought Romeo cigars. Sharp was quiet impressed with it. I was glad Dennis bought him a good one. He doesn't smoke cigars so doesn't really know that much about them. He relied on the man at the smoke shop to help him pick it out.

2010-12-12T17:05:00.000-08:00

I just watched a movie that had a famous actress in it. She has been famous since her early 20's. Her age is really starting to show though. she could have used some anti wrinkle creams that work. She played the part of a woman kidnapped by a secret agent for the purpose of being a mule. He kidnapped her because he was attracted to her. It didn't feel realistic to me because her age was really starting to show. Her skin didn't look quiet right and there were wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. A man like that would have chosen a young woman. Its a biological fact that the woman with the best reproductive power such as a young woman has will win over an older woman.
In books I've read about writing romances this is discussed as well. They don't recommend you using a heroine older than 25 because its not convincing.

2010-12-12T17:00:00.000-08:00

We have a lot of home speakers in this house. Most of them are in the small family room in which we watch TV and the other are in the Master bedroom. Watching TV in surround sound is very important to Dennis. We did have a system rigged up using a device a friend put together for us that turned your home stereo system into surround sound for your TV. We got rid of that last year and got a regular surround sound., It was a cheaper one from Wal-Mart. I like it just fine. Just like I think using one of those cheaper 350 dollar computers from Wal-mart rather than buying an expensive one is just fine too.

2010-12-07T13:21:00.000-08:00

I don't think to much about how my Id is stored. That's probably why I have lost so many. I've lost driver's licenses, countless debit cards, wallets. Its really kind of sad how absent minded I can be. I don't know if anything like rfid wallet would be that much help to me. I have a hard enough time hanging onto my purse and/or my wallet. At recent biker rally I bought a purse that latches onto the belt loops of my blue-jeans for that specific purpose. Its far to easy for me to leave something behind at a biker rally simply because there is so much going on.

2010-12-03T15:45:00.001-08:00

I was once inspired to try jogging by watching a whirlpool faucets commercial. The commercial flashed back and forth between a woman soaking in a whirlpool bathtub surrounded by the most beautiful golden marble I had ever seen and the same woman running through the woods while a storm raged all around her. I tried for a long time to be a good jogger. I just don't think my body is built for it. I always get injured and it screws me up. I have a friend who can run marathons though. It makes me sick.

2010-12-03T15:41:00.000-08:00

This house is full of electronics. Its scary. Out monthly electric bill runs between 300 and 400 dollars. There are multiple flat screens in the house. 4 laptop computer, 2 big screen flat screens, the xbox, DVR's, cd players, a blue-ray player. A lot of these items are hooked to the internet for the purpose of being connected to Netflix and then we have cable on top of that. Were all going to die of brain tumors from all of the electrical crap in this house.

2010-11-19T21:24:00.000-08:00

I write about weight loss supplements a lot. This makes me wonder why I can't seem to stick to that 6 week diet. Maybe the eating has something to do with frustration. I'm sure it does. I've been a lot busier lately so maybe that will stop and I will be able to do the celebrity diet. Its a very extreme diet which is why it only lasts 6 weeks. I can do it. I know that I can. Its only 6 weeks of my life.

2010-11-19T21:21:00.000-08:00

I have had problems with water retention for the last several years. I haven't tried many water retemtion remedies though. I recently bought some water pills but truthfully I don't even know if they work. I can't really blame the water retention for the weight problems though. I have got to do this 6 week celebrity diet. I know it will work if I can just stick to it.

2010-11-17T19:22:00.001-08:00

My husband has always had sales jobs. In this economy a sales job is not necessarily the right kind of job to have since the economy isn't really worth a crap. Now he is working as a bouncer in a job that he created for himself. Its worked out very well for him. He is good at his job. That salesman outspoken confidence that he has is actually a great asset when dealing with angry drunk people at a bar because he is able to talk them down before having to get physical.

2010-11-17T19:18:00.000-08:00

I have only had one boyfriend who ran on a regular basis. He was 16 years old and going to college and in ROTC so he ran doing that and didn't really require men's running shorts. It was neet dating him even though he turned out to be a real back stabbing cheating jerk. I'm not sure what happened to him. I often wonder though.

2010-10-20T17:57:00.001-07:00

My stepson has Eczema on his hands every year. The skin peels off. Its very gross and a real pain for him. I have never found an eczema treatment that actually works for him. Maybe when he gets older he will find a way to deal with it. He won't accept that its Eczema and refuses to stop peeling it when it starts. Its very unattractive and he is self conscious about it around girls now as well. I sometimes think I have something similar on my scalp. Sometimes it doesn't matter how much I scrub my head or how well I condition it I still end up with an itchy flaky scalp. Unlike it his though it seems to have nothing to do with the seasons.

2010-10-20T17:54:00.000-07:00

I used to be really self conscious about how to remove dark circles under eyes. I used to use that awful white stick people put under there eyes. I always managed to get way to much of it. Since no one sells it anymore I wonder if it actually worked at all. Maybe it just looked ridiculous. I have wondered if I could find more professional make-up online. I have looked for it a few times with no luck. Its the kind that you practically paint on. it covers everything. I wonder if it would look to heavy.

2010-10-20T17:50:00.000-07:00

My face is so broken out lately. The only acne remedies I know of are using plain red clay from the ground on your skin to draw out impurities. Truthfully i have never used it long enough to know if it actually works. Even when I used all kinds of crap on my face I still got acne. I guess I am just cursed to have that kind of skin and I should try to adjust to it. You never see old people with wrinkles who have acne. Maybe my skin will get dryer as it gets old and wrinkles.

2010-10-20T17:47:00.000-07:00

Would you want to buy used gym equipment? it would have to be pretty cheap. You know used gym equipment has been used quiet a bit so who knows how far it would be from breaking down when you get it. I love "new" trampoline though. I am also going to love my little half stationary bike when I finally break down and buy it. I am looking forward to having an Ifit incline trainer as well so I can run or walk on any path in the world. Its a pity no one has created holographic work out equipment so it actually looks like you are where your walking or running.

2010-10-20T17:43:00.001-07:00

I have always had a very hard time coming up with great Christmas gift ideas. I really suck at buying gifts. I always have. Its a good thing my husband is good at it. Truthfully Christmas has become such a major pain in the ass for everyone I would just assume not even celebrate it. Maybe I would give small gifts to people such as baked goods and such and I do enjoy decorating the house. I don't enjoy spending money I don't have on people.

2010-10-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

Jumping on a trampoline is a good way to burn belly fat. You have to wrap your arms around your chest. That way its your stomach muscles that get exercised when your jumping. The first time I jumped even for a few minutes on a trampoline my stomach was very sore. The reason this works is because your working your stomach and despite what some people claim spot reduction does work. There is a reason people who work long shifts sitting in a chair look like pears. There lower body isn't getting work and there upper body is so there body stores all of its fat in there hips and stomach.

2010-10-20T17:38:00.001-07:00

I think the only true fast weight loss pills you can get these days are through a doctor. The government has actually condemned people to be fat because they can't buy those weight loss pills anymore. Even if you do go to the doctor to get them it can be difficult because your doctor doesn't want to give them to you. You can fake ADD and get them if you have a doctor willing to prescribe them. The one I have been using won't. I think I need to go to a different doctor.

2010-09-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

My son and my husband both have Iphones. I am happy with my Blackjack and my stepdaughter doesn't need anythign that complicated. Pretty much all of its functions would be completely wasted on her. I am notorious about leaving my cell phone at home and I don't really get out that much anyway so it would probably be wasted on me. When I am out and I need to check my email or something I just use my husbands phone so i have no need for somethign like iphone 4 insurance. Even if I did I have insurance through my carrier, although i do have that annoying 50 dollar fee I have to pay.

2010-09-19T20:58:00.000-07:00

I have no idea what creatine powders are. I do know that its nearly 11pm. I am not a night owl. I am not good at staying up late and I'm already tired. I had a huge steak for dinner which kind of blew my diet for the day. I have a hard problem eating things in the evening that are going to blow my diet. Its my husbands fault for buying the crap. If they weren't in the house I wouldn't be tempted to eat them.

2010-09-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

I am not familiar with nutrisystem reviews or nutrisystem at all for that matter. I am curious about slimfast appetite suppressant shots though. I think I may have to try those next week in addition to the Fullbars I have been eating. The fullbars to make me feel boated and gasy though. But they do keep me full. If I could just stop the snacking.

2010-09-19T20:52:00.001-07:00

Did you know that lot of pay per click advertising companies don't allow you to create ads that say"click here". That being said I am very frustrated because my amazon seed and plant store is not listed as a prefered merchant yet. I have earned it by time and sails and its really pissing me off that I am not at that point yet. I'm assuming there going to make me wait another 3 months. Thats really going to piss me off.

2010-09-19T20:47:00.000-07:00

How nice it would be to find diet plans that work. The watermelon diet worked well for a short period. Basicly you just stuffed yourself with watermelon day after day. because watermelon is low calorie and it filled you up for a short period you lost weight because you weren't able to eat other things. I am now trying fullbars. They work allright. My biggest problem is the snacking and a lack of healthy things to snack on. Fruits and vegetables are expensive.

2010-08-29T20:11:00.001-07:00

I've been trying my hand at online auctions lately. I've been doing pretty well at it. At least I think I have. I've been making a little over 100 dollars a week at it. That money is going into buying seeds to grow the store for the moment. I hope I don't make it to large though. I want to be rich but not have so much work that I don't have time to have a good time.

2010-08-29T20:07:00.000-07:00

I would love to have a house with a swimming pool someday. Not to long ago I went to a concert in which I had a full access back stage pass. I wore a semi fornal chinese style evening gown. We went to a pool party after the concert with a bunch of friends. I was quiet drunk. I found myself floating in that pool wearing this lovely red and gold evening dress. It was something I will always remember. It was very freeing.
I am told that pools require a lot of swimming pool supplies and maintanence. Although it might be worth it to be able to get drunk and float in a semi formal evening gown while looking up at the stars any time I feel like it.

2010-08-22T20:11:00.000-07:00

I don't think I have ever had a Samsung HDTV. I have a Vizio TV, a Sony TV, and a Sanyo TV. I have liked all of the brands fairly equally. The only one I have found to be worthless is that Plasma TV. Those things don't last long at all. We are lucky the house was hit by lightening and fried it. Lines had started showing up in the screen. It was very irritating to watch. we still have it. Its hooked up to basic cable in the formal living room that we never use.

2010-08-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

I have worked in several management jobs and hated every one of them. Truthfully I hope I never have to work for another person again. I like working for myself, following my own schedule, living life by my own rules. That's definitely the way I prefer to do things. especially when its doing something that turns a good profit for the amount of work that I have to put into it. I love what I am currently doing.

2010-08-10T19:35:00.000-07:00

I have found myself itching to redecorate my house in a more modern contemporary style lately. I have had a difficult time finding contemporary coffee tables It could be that I'm just to picky. I'm not even totally sure what it is that I'm looking for. I usually know what I want the moment I see it. Not generally before. when this occurs I usually find myself with a piece of furniture that I will love for its lifetime.

2010-08-10T19:33:00.001-07:00

If I knew of a sight of digital camera reviews I would leave a great one for Canon camera. I have had two of those now and they have been the very best cameras I have ever owned. The last one I had lasted 10 years and even then had still not broken. There just wasn't software that was compatible to it anymore. So we bought a new Canon camera. I love it even more that my old one. It was that awesome zoom and automatic focus thing. Its great. I have taken some very beautiful pictures with it.

2010-08-10T19:30:00.000-07:00

We have often thought about getting an atv. It would make working around here a lot easier. We could just hook the cart onto the back of it and move as much dirt and gravel as we needed too. were not moving any gravel right now. All we have is a wheel barrel and its way to hot. 106 degrees is far to hot to be moving gravel with a wheel barrel. Some day I will be rich enough that I can pay people to do that kind of thing for me . . . At least that's what I keep telling myself.

2010-08-10T19:18:00.000-07:00

I used to have a house with really cool door knobs on it. They weren't actually door knobs, they were door handles that swirled in a spiral at the end. I loved everything about that house . . . Other than a difficult to reach corner in the kitchen. I can remember my first house and how excited I was to have a house with brass door knobs. I had lived in a house built and decorated in the 70's my whole life and it always had doorknobs I thought were ugly so having bright, brass pretty ones was a big deal to me.

2010-05-30T16:49:00.000-07:00

Outside my husband and step kids are moving the old rotten raised walkway. We got it for free so I'm not upset about it rotting. Removing it is actually going to give me more room to plant things. Since I have gone into the online seed and plant selling business space to plant without things appearing to cluttered it very important to me. I have covered the ground with black plastic and river gravel. Its starting to look a lot like an oriental garden without all of the wood work. Wood work just means more maintenance. I want very low maintenance. I would rather spend my time working with my plants. Not taking care of decks.

2010-05-30T16:46:00.000-07:00

What would a man possibly need with testosterone boosters. Doesn't that just make them more aggressive. I guess I know a few men who might need that sort of thing although I don't know if it will help with there effeminate behavior. It probably wouldn't help with that at all though. It might just make them bigger jerks. Ha ha.

2010-05-30T16:44:00.001-07:00

My son in law has eczema. It seems to occur on his hands the worst. It makes his skin very dry and crackly and itchy and for this reason he hates hot weather and even fireplaces. I prefers the house to be very very cold all of the time and will go as far as to sleep with his window open on cold winter nights. No amount of complaining or arguing about this will make him close it. We finally gave up and asked him to stuff a towel under hos door to help keep the cold air from seeping into the rest of the house while the heat is running. Its kind of sad that he can never enjoy something as comfortable as a warm fire in the dead of winter.

2010-05-30T16:41:00.000-07:00

My husband and 16 year old son will be shipping for car insurance for a 16 year old teenage boy next week. Its going to be his responsibility to pay for it which means if he wants to drive after he gets his drivers license next week he will be required to have a job. He hopes to get hired at a gas station just down the road from here. I think its 6 miles from the house. We live deep in the country so everything is several miles from the house. Perhaps he should check out a carinsurancelist blog for help in finding a decent price quote.

2010-05-30T16:39:00.001-07:00

I have never taken sleeping pills. Even though I wake up at a pin drop and find it impossible to sleep in the same room with my husband because he snores. I have simply learned to deal with the lack of sleep. It would be nice to get a solid nights sleep for a change. I haven't slept soundly since I was married to my first husband. My life with him was very safe and secure. So safe and secure that it was down right boring. We never did anything fun or exciting. MY daily life with him was like a very boring class in high school that never seemed to end.

2010-05-30T16:35:00.000-07:00

My ex husband used to be extremely paranoid about hair loss for men problems. He was ridiculously paranoid about it. I now know he has serious self esteem issues. It was pathetic. His mother really liked this Televangelist and on his behalf she sent in a donation check for 20 dollars and asked them to pray for her sons hair. The check bounced. It was funny. He didn't seem to think it was very funny. Then one day someone on his mother side of the family died and we had to go to the funeral. I remembered from high school that the gene that causes hair loss is passed on by the mother. I told my now ex husband this and pointed out to him that all of the men in her family had full heads of hair. He didn't worry about it much after that.

2010-05-30T16:33:00.000-07:00

I am fortunate not to have to worry about things like the best wrinkle cream. I know my time is coming. Right now the only thing I have to worry about are my baggy eyelids which seem to have gone prematurely. Its probably because of my overzealous application of eye make-up as a teenager and my need to make my eyes the focal point of my face. I do have really great eyes.

2010-05-30T16:29:00.000-07:00

I have been having problems with my laptop lately. The screen will start flicking black and it seems to be affected by how I move the laptop screen. It sounds like an electrical problem right. Yet when my hacker stepson runs a scanning software tat fixes problems in the registry (what ever that is) it fixes the problem. I have been thinking that maybe I just need to dump the hard drive. Its long overdue. It just sucks getting everything uploaded again.

2010-05-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

I don't know much about wedding programs or wedding planners. I had a beautiful first wedding. I have been told it was like something about of a wedding magazine. It was a rustic elegant wedding that took place at a 114 year old log lodge built with logs and stones cut straight out of the mountain. They were big and heavy and had a kind of a sqat look. The stones in the fireplace were huge. The original windows looked out over the mountains and valley and had that beautiful distortion in the glass.

2010-05-16T19:08:00.000-07:00

I am thinking about going and taking a bath. My knees have really been bothering me these last few weeks. I wonder that when I get older I am going to need one of those walk in bathtubs. It seems to be stairs that give me so much trouble lately. That and squatting down. I admit that while in the garden lately I have been doing a lot of squatting. I want my Amazon seed and plant store back and all of the wonderful money that came with it :(.

2010-05-16T19:00:00.000-07:00

I really don't want to think about weight loss products. I really hate this PMS. Everything reminds me of something that makes me depressed. I really need something to make me feel happy lately. I haven't found anything. That just makes me even more depressed. Something needs to make me undepressed pretty quickly.

2010-05-16T18:56:00.000-07:00

I tried taking hydroxycut once. The pills are really big and hard to swallow. I have a hard time staying with anything that difficult to swallow. I really really miss good old ephedra. I wish Obama would make it legal again. The ephedra plant is legal. I can buy the dried herb online. I wonder if a tincture would work.

2010-05-16T18:51:00.000-07:00

Even thinking about best fat burner and my lack of ability to get my hands on them gets me depressed lately. But then again just about everything gets me depressed today and the last few days. This damn PMS is really driving me nuts. I have nearly cried three times today. Its really pathetic. I really hope I feel better tomorrow.

2010-04-20T16:31:00.000-07:00

Tonight I plan on doing some more laundry, maybe some ironing and hopefully finding time to work on the stores and clean the bathroom. The master bathroom is truly truly disgusting. I had hoped to find time to work on my book too but I think with all of the other things I have planned I'm pushing it. In the morning I need to put together three orders of seeds as well.

2010-04-20T16:28:00.000-07:00

Have you ever heard of Lipofuze. I am assuming its yet another diet pill. I was surprised today by a smaller and somewhat flatter stomach. I guess maybe taking laxatives before I go to bed at night might be helping the wight situation a little bit. That and all of the gardening.

I plant 2 more kinds of watermelons today. I planted them more for the seeds than the food. That certainly won't stop me from eating them though. I think I could eat watermelon all day long, 7 days a week for a month and not get sick of it. I feel the same way about cucumbers.

2010-04-19T14:19:00.000-07:00

I often feel like I am beating my head against a wall. I pay for others mistakes or have something I worked very hard on for a very long time get destroyed. Its all very frustrating. So many times I have just wanted to throw in the towel and just work at Mcdonalds and live in this rotting trailer for the rest of my life. But then I pick up and start over again.

2010-04-19T14:16:00.001-07:00

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Today I walked back to the old home site and looked at the decaying work and then just kind of turned my back on it. It feels kind of hopeless. Its always the issue or time and/or money. The mobile home is coming up on 10 years old and already falling down around us. I watched a series on TV this morning about that guy who builds Earthships and the struggle he went through trying to get a bill passed and getting things code approved. The way he felt he was running in circles and beating his head against a wall.

2010-04-08T18:37:00.000-07:00

I have never thought to much about best anti wrinkle cream. Its not that wrinkles don't bother me, they do. Its just that my thoughts are usually other places. Like on profit. LOL> I really hope that I can get an Amazon Fullfillment store open. My experiences have taught me what sells really well and I think I can do well with it. I hope that I can. I really really do.

2010-04-08T18:27:00.000-07:00

You hear a lot of contradicting stories about those credit repair services. I hear from news specials that they don't work and then I hear from people who have actually used them and those who actually do them that they do work. I actually had a friend who was able to finance a car and a house after having credit repair done so obviously it does work. I don't think it would work for Dennis and I though. I think our credit is to shot to hell from medical bills to actually work.

2010-04-08T18:23:00.000-07:00

I think that MP3 players are a really wonderful device. I used to buy those cheap walkmans that I hung on the side of my belt when I went horseback riding. I bought the cheap ones and went through them like they were disposable. The biggest problem with them was that they kept falling off of my belt and dropping down on the ground from the back of my horse. I had a really cute pink one once but someone stole it. It was a friend too. I left it at there house once by accident and they just pretended to not know where it was.

2010-03-29T17:00:00.000-07:00

I don't really think about things like bathroom lighting anymore. I don't really even think about decorating anymore either. I spend my time thinking about my business and how to grow it these days. Where to get more seeds bulk and what it would be best to grow instead of buy independently an scraping together the funds to buy more bulk stock in preparation for next spring or working in the garden organizing and growing more things to sell.

2010-03-25T19:05:00.000-07:00

I am restless tonight and the last thing in the world I want to be writing about is auto insurance quotes I will have 125 dollars in my paypal account before to long and that will buy a lot of seeds for selling and for planting. I am preparing for the rush next spring. I'm hoping I do better next year than I did this year. I just hope Amazon doesn't decide to close my store down again because they think I suddenly started making to many sales. Since I will already be a featured merchant by then I shouldn't have a sudden jump like I did last year. It should be a gradual increase.

2010-03-24T16:56:00.000-07:00

I started this blog to document the building of an eco friendly home made mostly out of dirt. Its been a real problem finding time to get back there and work on it though. I real challenge. There are always so many different things to do. The stores and the garage and the security thing. Things like working on the house and even trying to keep this house clean are just stuff we do on those rare occasions that we get a minute. Maybe in the future I can afford to pay someone to come in and clean the house.

2010-03-24T16:51:00.000-07:00

Have you ever heard of youthology. It sounds like someone someone made up. I've heard of a lot of different kind of "ologies" but never that one.

I really wish the nights were warm enough to start planting outside. I have stuff that needs to come out of pete pots and other seeds that just really need to be planted. Its really getting frustrating having such a long winter.

2010-03-24T16:49:00.000-07:00

The best thing I could have done for joint pain relief was take vitamins .Just simply taking an over the counter vitamin every single day solved so many problems I was having. My difficulty sleeping, my rapid heart beat, my exhaustion, the late night cravings, even the high blood pressure. Its amazing what a difference taking a vitamin made. Such a huge difference.

2010-03-24T16:47:00.000-07:00

When I was a little girl I had dark circles around eyes. At least I remember having them and being very annoyed about them. I don't have them anymore. At least if I do have them I just don't notice them anymore. Maybe I was overly self conscious about them. I probably never would have noticed a problem if someone hadn't told me "Hey, you have dark circles under your eyes." Some people should learn to just not say anything at all.

2010-03-24T16:44:00.001-07:00

I used to think I had arthritis and looked for all kinds of arthritis treatments. The best thing I did for it was start taking vitamins. I no longer have those awful aches and pains that made me feel so old. I feel so much better since I have started taking vitamins. I have lots of energy and I don't hurt and feel tired anymore. Even those late night cravings are a thing of the past. Vitamins are definitely the best arthritis treatment I could have hoped for. At least for now.

2010-03-24T16:43:00.001-07:00

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2010-02-14T14:20:00.001-08:00

When I look at my muddy leaf filled Koi pond i often wonder if there is any kind of pond filters I could get that would ever keep the water clean. I don't think that there is. I should probably just give up on it ever being beautiful clear water in which you can see to the bottom of. I'm lucky to have even been able to dig a pond. Maybe I can have that great big pond running the length of the property done when the new house is finished. The I can have a big huge pond full of huge Koi that can reproduce and that I can sell. I suppose I can always eat the brown ones. Brown is the color that occurs when Koi are allowed to bread unregulated.

2010-02-09T20:38:00.000-08:00

As the warmer weather gets closer (thank goodness)I find myself thinking of book scouting and my need for a barcode scanner or an ISBN scanner. I don't know a whole lot about them but I am sure it will be much more time saving than using a phone with an internet connection was. It would be nice to be able to get through the books faster. I won't like having to explain what the scanner is though. I could make up lies about the phone, but not the scanner.

2010-02-09T20:33:00.000-08:00

As we begin construction on the second new house I find myself wondering if we will need things like water softener. I do hope that we will have city water and not well water. All well water out here is iron water and I absolutely hate it. I can taste the iron in it and its horrible. I would always have to buy bottled water because I wouldn't stand the taste. At the same time it is the iron in the water in the mountains that gives our lakes and streams there beautiful blue green color. That water doesn't taste bad to me. I wonder what the difference is.

2010-01-31T07:22:00.000-08:00

My husband has decded he wants another LCD TV. he wants to put it in the formal living room which has never really been a formal living room. Right now it has the old couch and love seat the dogs sleep on and a poker table covered with an old green comforter to keep the cats from destroying it. The new house is going to have to have two smaller domes joined in the middle so Dennis can have that stupid poker table in it. I have seen people join reciprocal roofs. I'm not looking forward to trying it myself though. Maybe overlapping several layeres of plastic will keep it from leaking where they join.

2010-01-31T07:20:00.001-08:00

Have you ever heard of Davidoff cigars. No one in my family smokes cigars. And I do mean no one. I wonder if I should find that strange. There all a bunch of red necks so I guess its not so stranger after all. I'm don't know if I would like them better than Dennis's cigarettes or not. He was smoking natural cigarettes ones but he decided they were to expensive and he couldn't buy them on Sundays so he quit smoking them. I don't think he will ever quit smoking.

2010-01-31T07:16:00.000-08:00

I don't know anything about window unit air conditioners and I don't know if they would require a furnace filter. I can't even tell you if those units heat or not. I have no problem running space heaters in my new home although the constant ground temperature of 72 degrees won't require much heating. I'm sure there will be hot or cold energy coming through my windows so i may require a little heat or cooling to keep up with that or just to cool down the kitchen after cooking a meal or something. As I get older comfortable temperatures are a lot more important to me.

2010-01-13T21:49:00.000-08:00

I don't want to write about life insurance tonight. I want to write my story. I should write the scene that was inspired by the American Gothic episode I saw tonight. The one where the schoolteacher who has been having sex with the sheriff who is actually the devil is trying to run away and the sheriff grabs her with his powerful hands and stops her. She looks into his eyes even though she is trying to run away you can see by her expression that she wants to surrender to the evil that's holding her and the evil growing inside of her and just be his with no more fighting. It made me think of Rhiannon in the arms of Enick. He is her Master and represents what is bad in her life but his hands are so strong and his eyes look into her soul and all she wants is to surrender to the evil and bare its child.

2010-01-01T19:05:00.000-08:00

I have been so tired and wiped out all day long. You would think I had been shopping for term insurance rates or something. I am completely drained of energy. It might have something to do with the partial lunar eclipse, the second full moon this month and the zenith of my period all occurring at the same time. I guess that would wear anyone out. I didn't drink enough to make me hung over. I had 4 margarita's over a space of 6 hours plus dinner. I barely had enough to make me a little loose.

2009-12-11T11:55:00.000-08:00

Some friend of mine recently returned from Myrtle Beach. They have a time share and get good deals wherever they go. They can probably get destin florida condo rentals for rent too. We stayed with them in there condo once in Hot Springs. It was a really great weekend. I would like to do that again a few times a year.

2009-12-11T11:50:00.000-08:00

Do you remember things like LSAT prep courses. I hated school. I still hate school. It was one of the most miserable times of my life. I hated it as much as I hate working for a person. I would much rather be doing my own thing, dancing to the beat of my own drum, moving to a rhythm of my creation. It really hits home on days like today when its really cold outside and I have no desire to go outdoors for any reason.

2009-12-11T11:45:00.000-08:00

I used to write long articles about how a commercial for Kohler sinks inspired me to start running. I never made it to my six mile goal. I think some people have a natural ability to run. I can walk forever but its a real struggle for me to run a mile. That's even when I have been working on it for a long time. I think my legs are to long for that kind of distance running. I think I would have really enjoyed running it I was better at it.

2009-12-11T11:40:00.000-08:00

No more phone calls about things like broken tv's or video cards that don't work or anything like that for me. My biggest problems now come from my drop shippers. That's not always a problem. Yesterday was a problem since I had one lie to me about the amount they charged for shipping. It turned out to be so high that it would have been cheaper to buy them retail from the site because retail shipping was only 4.99. I ended up deleted everything from my site. 4 days worth of work. It was very distressing.

2009-12-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

Do you ever see something and you know you have seen it a dozen times before but you can't remember where you have seen it from. I recently saw the brand name Dutch Master and i can't for the life of me remember where I have seen it. The first thing that came to mind was coffee makers but I don't thinks that's it. I think it might have something to do with smoking products like pipes or cigars.

2009-11-24T22:06:00.001-08:00

During the occasions when my husband was in business for himself he never allowed himself the luxury of a receipt printer. He wrote out all of his receipts by hand and used the kind of receipt books that have carbon copies to keep records with. It always worked out just fine for him. Its actually probably a good thing he didn't know that there was such a device as a receipt printer because he probably would have insisted on having one.

2009-11-24T22:03:00.000-08:00

I sometimes wonder if using gps' will cause us to loose our ability to read a map. I can read a map. I didn't find it difficult to learn to read a map either. I think its actually a little bit more complicated learning to use a GPS than it is to just learn to read a map. But then again a gps can talk to you so you don;t risk having an accident when while trying to read a map.

2009-11-20T23:08:00.000-08:00

You know what else I am sick of having to deal with. Its these dark eye circles I have. I have had them ever since I was a kid. I would really like to not have to deal with them or with my belly fat anymore. I would like to be as thin and as sexy as I was at 26. I was definitly perfect at age 26.

2009-11-20T23:04:00.000-08:00

I really really wish i could loose this lose belly fat. There is less of it here than there used to be but still enough there to bother me. I want to wear a wig too. A big full curly wig like my avatar in second life has. She has awesome hair. I could never get my hair long enough to look like that. I want full lips like she has too. I already have the great eyes, I want to great lips too. There perfect full totally kissable lips.

2009-10-31T14:47:00.000-07:00

I used to spend a huge amount of time listing my websites in free web directorys. I don't do that anymore. My main concern these days is traffic and I feel I have a better chance of getting the traffic I want by leaving comments on other peoples blogs and by adding my site to social networking sites. It might be wise of me to think about working on alternate facebook sites and other types of social networking.

2009-10-31T14:45:00.001-07:00

Every now and then we go and look at tiles to put in the kitchen and dinning area. The dinning area has carpet in it right now and its in awful shape. I think carpet in any dinning area is a bad idea. The plan is to put some simple, cheap, generic tile there. We have found a few that will work. I always have to talk Dennis out of getting the more expensive tiles. If I was planning on staying in this house I might by the fancier ones but I don't want to stay in this house and there is no way we would get out moneys worth out of the more expensive tiles in a house like this.

2009-10-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

Another diet pill I was thinking of trying out was apidexin. If I could ever get that prescription of Straterra it wouldn't be an issue. I wouldn't even have to think about diet pills yet here it is several weeks later and I am still waiting on it. If I don't get it soon were going to cancel the order for that one too. I will just have to get my prescription at a local pharmacy and pay more for it.

2009-10-18T20:58:00.001-07:00

Yet another thing I shall never experience will be Myrtle beach golf. I really don't care for gold. I would rather be on the motorcycle than playing golf but my husband likes to play golf. That was before we got the motorcycle though. He may not be into it as much as he used to be. I think he likes the fact that people sometimes call the police when a bun ch of us are gathered around somewhere. They called the police on us at the adoption ride today. Its not any big deal, the cops knew who BACA was and left us alone.

2009-10-04T20:31:00.000-07:00

I have plenty of laptop memory. I have no need for anymore. I have a really good laptop and I love it. It does everything I need it to do and its awesome. I just wish that I had more time to work on my web pages and maybe they would actually start paying off for a change. I guess if it was an easy thing to do everyone would be doing it. I have 25 websites though. Well, there blogs. I don't think I have ever worked so hard for so little return.

2009-09-24T20:07:00.001-07:00

If you want to keep things on your computer safe like family photos and other precious thinks its wise to find some form of online storage for them. I have a lot of stuff on my hosting account but I also keep things in free email accounts that I use frequently for safe keeping. External hard drives burn out and are unwise as week as those little key chain flash drives which can also be broken. There fine for short term things but not for things you want to keep forever.

2009-09-24T20:04:00.000-07:00

I don't imagine I will ever have a need for cross country moving companies. While I would love a knew house I really think its going to be impossible to ever get rid of this one, unless it gets burned down or something. My neighbor up the street with his radio blaring is just crazy enough to try something like that. Then I could charge him with arson as well as terrorist threatening toward my 15 year old son and filing false charges. You'd think he would get sick of spending time in jail.

2009-09-05T19:32:00.000-07:00

We ar all so addicted to our electronics. I heard a story about a young woman not to long ago who was found sobbing next to her car. Her dog was locked inside with the windows rolled up on a hot summer day and the batter to her automatic door locker had run out. Someone finally took pity on her and gently took her keys from her hand and unlocked her car door manually for her. She was grateful, but embarrassed.

2009-09-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

I don't know much about cigars and therefore can't tell you much about discount cigars either. My husband has never been a big fan of them either. He had one once. He went to this company gold game and one of the prizes was a cigar. He lit it, took one puff, and put it out in his drink. I don't think he has tried one since.

2009-08-23T20:29:00.001-07:00

Can you believe some people are already done buying there holiday gifts. I haven't even begun to think about buying gifts yet. I don't like to think about buying gifts. Mainly because its something that I really really suck at. I dread it because I am just not very good at picking out things for other people. I have found its best to just let my husband do it. He is much better at thinking about others than I am. I just really really suck at doing it.

2009-08-23T20:09:00.000-07:00

I no longer have a need for inventory software but my book store inventory used to be a huge focus in my life. I am not a very organized person and that's the kind of thing that does require organization, especially when it comes to finding things you have sold. There are so many different titles and categories. When I reopen my book store I am going to use Amazon to store and ship my books rather than doing it the difficult time consuming old fashioned way. I'm pretty sure I will reopen the book store one of these days.

2009-08-22T22:22:00.000-07:00

I have seen these online degree programs. I wonder if an online degree would actually help you get a job. It might be a hindrance in this economy. The place I work at rarely hires people with degrees because they know that as soon as the job market improves those people are going to go out and find something better. Then there goes to time and money they have invested in that person as an employee. I know some college graduates that have been looking for a job for over a year and can't even seem to get a job working in fast food. They should probably quit putting there degree on there applications.

2009-08-22T22:19:00.000-07:00

I've decided to start doing a little bit of experimenting as far as those over the counter energy boosters. I would like to buy some regular diet pills with energy boosters, fat burners, and mood enhancers when we get the settlement money from the insurance but who knows when that will be. Hopefully soon. I might even get adventures and try something like the Medifast diet. Dieting seems to have stopped working as I have gotten older. I used to drop weight with no trouble at all when I wanted to but it sure doesn't work that fast anymore. I just kind of stay in the same place.

2009-07-26T21:34:00.000-07:00

You know if Dennis's new job works out like I really hope it will I might be able to think about quitting my job. The only thing that would make me want to keep it would be the really cheap health insurance that I get through them. I get health, dental, vision and legal insurance all for under 70 dollars a month. I could just etop all of the time like everyone who can afford to do so does. At least until what ever plan the president is trying to push through gets pushed through.

2009-07-26T21:32:00.000-07:00

My face is such a mess right now that acne treatment wouldn't do me any good at all. I have these dishes that can be used in a microwave but they get very hot. Well I heated up a bowl of chicken soup and was lifting the bowl up to blow on it and accidentally touched the very hot rim to the bottom of my chin and burned the crap out of it. I have had an ugly scabbed over area that bleeds whenever I bump it all week long. Its looking a lot better now though.

2009-07-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

Have you ever tried to apply for social security disability. I did once several years ago. I thought I was loosing my mind when in fact I was having an allergic reaction to the fumes my new home was off gassing. when the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with my they decided I was either a hypochondriac or I was lying. I can't tell you what its like to be told your lying or faking being sick when your going to a doctor for help. I read stories after it happened about that kind of thing happening all of the time.

2009-07-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

Being a woman born and raised in the country you would think I would know what push bars are. Sadly I had to look it up though. Its a bar that you put in the front of an all terrain vehicle (the kind you actually drive off road, not the 40 thousand dollar gas guzzlers people take back and forth to work all of the time)that protects the headlights and front grill from being messed up by the brush your running over. I do not have a vehicle that can be driven off rd here in Arkansas. Off rd in Arkansas means your going to need 4 wheel drive and be climbing over rocks and all kinds of things. My husband used to have an old jeep with 4 wheel drive.

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2009-07-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

I truly hope that I never have the need for a Morristown personal injury lawyer. The accident we were end when out motorcycle hit a car was probably one of the worst experiences I have ever had and we were not even hurt all that bad. Dennis had stretched ligaments in his knee and I broke my tailbone. I have been told that a broken tailbone is one of the more painful injuries but it has been healing pretty well. I am now 4 weeks into my injury and doing much better. I can't lean back in a chair and be comfortable, but at least its no longer moving and popping in and out of place back there.

2009-06-28T16:16:00.000-07:00

I've been having a very fattening weekend and I haven't even gone out to eat. I have been a little bit frustrated and when I get frustrated I eat. I have been trying to eat healthy but its not always possible to do so. It makes me wish I had some calorie burners like they had in that uglies, pretties, specials series. They were really just fat burners. That would be the life. Getting to party all of the time and eat what ever the heck you wanted would be awesome. Maybe if I could just work 1 or 2 hours in the morning and then be free to party the rest of the time. I can't think of anything that would allow me to do that though. After all what ever I did would have to pay enough to allow me to party all of the time.

2009-06-14T20:58:00.001-07:00

I was recently involved in a motorcycle accident. I was hit by a car while riding on the back of a motorcycle while in Texarkana Texas. Therefore I won't need to look for San Jose motorcycle accident attorneys. I really didn't look for motorcycle attorneys at all. Our Motorcycle insurance is handling the accident claim and they say they are going to ask for the full amount. Whats interesting is that we weren't hit that hard. I didn't even really think we landed that hard. I definitely landed hard enough on the concrete to break my tail bone and Bear definitely has torn cartilage though.

2009-06-14T20:56:00.000-07:00

Wouldn't it be nice if I could go into a place like Circuit City and just spend what ever amount of money I wanted on what ever I wanted. We don't ever get to do that kind of thing without having to worry about what I am spending. I probably won't be able to do that until I win the lottery. That's probably just wishful thinking. I have a headache and I really need to go to bed.